We were walking down the road, talking, laughing as usual, when suddenly we stopped. We had seen something we shouldnt see, and after that unfortunate moment our eyes were averting elsewhere. I managed to catch a glimpse of the russian girls queringly looking at us as if we did something unusuał (i bet we were, and our faces were those of a shocked expression), and then laughed as they passed by. Alhamdulillah, we were tested, and i was rather proud of my friends' reaction. I hope that we could be strong enough to stop ourselves from seeing that which is haram for us, here in this foreign land, and even later anywhere else.
The muslimahs have their own test of faith. One thing i keep reading about in their blogs, was how every russian, men, women, old and children, seem to look at them, asking them questions and persuading them to take off their hijabs and aurat covering clothes in favour of those western, tight and revealing 'clothes' they're so proud of.
No matter what you wear, it'll still be hot and uncomfortable.
I am thankful that i could find out about this through their blogs. I never would have known before this. Be strong my sisters. Dont give heed to what they say. Our path is the straight path, one that is clear without doubt.
As for me, I'll try to keep my eyes in the other direction. I'll try my best to wear proper myself. Recently, since about last year, I started wearing an extra collared shirt when it's hot, so that i wouldnt burden others' eyes with the sweat on my back. It's nothing compared with people telling you to take off your hijab, and it doesnt make much of a difference, nothing to be proud of. But i'll try dressing smarter, as i too am a muslim, and i too want to be a good example of a muslim, in appearance, manner, and way of life.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Monday, May 28, 2007
thinking..
People think too much. I think too much. But some things we still wont get, no matter how much we think about it. Wallahualam, maybe it's Allah s.w.t's will, his test and also his mercy - since we get no answer, we have to be satisfied with our own answers,and respect others' opinions ; since no one thinks alike, we get to choose what we think is best for us, while His prophets (p.b.u.t.) and the religion they bring guides us to what's wrong and what's right.
What I'm about to tell is purely my opinion, and is not something i ask you to follow, nor do i think it's best or better for you, or anyone.
I've always been wondering about romantic relationshps before marriage. Almost everyone my age group I know thinks about it every once in a while. Lumrah alam.
My opinion? Although it's hard, I dont want it to happen. Because I think it's not right.(of course you'll know if you read my previous posts).
But some thinngs can make shake this foundation i made. Things like a sudden crush, competition, the feeling that the other party might like me too, and yet again, my nafs; and finally - I had to add this - that fear that i might lose out on the love of my life.*sigh* It's not easy being a bachelor for too long.
About losing chances, i think i have lost a lot of them. Many of my crushes are not simply that. I knew them, had loads of chances to contact them, connect with them, but most of the time i didnt. I could have come up to them and speak up. I could have contact them through sms, email, YM, the works, but i didnt think long distance relationships are likely to last. I could have tried harder, what Malays say 'tackle' the girls. But each time, Alhamdulillah I kept thinking that it's wrong. There were chances when i could have been together with them, just the 2 of us, so that we could know each other, for instance recently I nearly sat near a girl, because there were no more places in the bus to the destination (which took hours). But I didn't. Some people might think i might regret these things, but no, when i think about it, I don't. Someone teased me, saying I'm just too scared. In a way, I am scared. I fear what muslims should fear. Never think of other fears. I believe I have none. If people still want to think so, so be it. There was a time when I was less fearful of Allah, when I actually did 'mengorat' someone. But it was a long time ago. I was younger, and dumber both ways - in doing that, and in wooing a girl. Nevertheless the experience taught me a lot, and gave me time to think.
Why don't i regret them still, when people talk about missing chances? I think those are manipulative words of the non-believers. Some chances should never be missed, as time never goes back. But this is wrong. Believe in Allah, believe that it's best for us. Maybe that other person is not meant for us, maybe he or she is, but it isn't apparent yet. Don't think too much about it, as the Quran already states that good men are for good women and vice versa. Our current world is a test for us. Maybe we might not even meet our true partner now, but Allah has arranged that meeting later, if not in this world, then in the Hereafter. If you are sceptical while reading this, you might think this is sad, but if you truly believe, then this is what we truly desire, in malay - seorang bidadari syurga.
What I'm about to tell is purely my opinion, and is not something i ask you to follow, nor do i think it's best or better for you, or anyone.
I've always been wondering about romantic relationshps before marriage. Almost everyone my age group I know thinks about it every once in a while. Lumrah alam.
My opinion? Although it's hard, I dont want it to happen. Because I think it's not right.(of course you'll know if you read my previous posts).
But some thinngs can make shake this foundation i made. Things like a sudden crush, competition, the feeling that the other party might like me too, and yet again, my nafs; and finally - I had to add this - that fear that i might lose out on the love of my life.*sigh* It's not easy being a bachelor for too long.
About losing chances, i think i have lost a lot of them. Many of my crushes are not simply that. I knew them, had loads of chances to contact them, connect with them, but most of the time i didnt. I could have come up to them and speak up. I could have contact them through sms, email, YM, the works, but i didnt think long distance relationships are likely to last. I could have tried harder, what Malays say 'tackle' the girls. But each time, Alhamdulillah I kept thinking that it's wrong. There were chances when i could have been together with them, just the 2 of us, so that we could know each other, for instance recently I nearly sat near a girl, because there were no more places in the bus to the destination (which took hours). But I didn't. Some people might think i might regret these things, but no, when i think about it, I don't. Someone teased me, saying I'm just too scared. In a way, I am scared. I fear what muslims should fear. Never think of other fears. I believe I have none. If people still want to think so, so be it. There was a time when I was less fearful of Allah, when I actually did 'mengorat' someone. But it was a long time ago. I was younger, and dumber both ways - in doing that, and in wooing a girl. Nevertheless the experience taught me a lot, and gave me time to think.
Why don't i regret them still, when people talk about missing chances? I think those are manipulative words of the non-believers. Some chances should never be missed, as time never goes back. But this is wrong. Believe in Allah, believe that it's best for us. Maybe that other person is not meant for us, maybe he or she is, but it isn't apparent yet. Don't think too much about it, as the Quran already states that good men are for good women and vice versa. Our current world is a test for us. Maybe we might not even meet our true partner now, but Allah has arranged that meeting later, if not in this world, then in the Hereafter. If you are sceptical while reading this, you might think this is sad, but if you truly believe, then this is what we truly desire, in malay - seorang bidadari syurga.
Saturday, May 5, 2007
my eneagram
the ObserverThanks for taking the test !
you chose BZ - your Enneagram type is FIVE.
"I need to understand the world"
Observers have a need for knowledge and are introverted, curious, analytical, and insightful.
How to Get Along with Me
Be independent, not clingy.
Speak in a straightforward and brief manner.
I need time alone to process my feelings and thoughts.
Remember that If I seem aloof, distant, or arrogant, it may be that I am feeling uncomfortable.
Make me feel welcome, but not too intensely, or I might doubt your sincerity.
If I become irritated when I have to repeat things, it may be because it was such an effort to get my thoughts out in the first place.
don't come on like a bulldozer.
Help me to avoid my pet peeves: big parties, other people's loud music, overdone emotions, and intrusions on my privacy.
What I Like About Being a Five
standing back and viewing life objectively
coming to a thorough understanding; perceiving causes and effects
my sense of integrity: doing what I think is right and not being influenced by social pressure
not being caught up in material possessions and status
being calm in a crisis
What's Hard About Being a Five
being slow to put my knowledge and insights out in the world
feeling bad when I act defensive or like a know-it-all
being pressured to be with people when I don't want to be
watching others with better social skills, but less intelligence or technical skill, do better professionally
Fives as Children Often
spend a lot of time alone reading, making collections, and so on
have a few special friends rather than many
are very bright and curious and do well in school
have independent minds and often question their parents and teachers
watch events from a detached point of view, gathering information
assume a poker face in order not to look afraid
are sensitive; avoid interpersonal conflict
feel intruded upon and controlled and/or ignored and neglected
Fives as Parents
are often kind, perceptive, and devoted
are sometimes authoritarian and demanding
may expect more intellectual achievement than is developmentally appropriate
may be intolerant of their children expressing strong emotions
Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele
The Enneagram Made Easy Discover the 9 Types of People HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages
You liked the test? so please don't forget to RATEit...but remember! it had only twoquestions!!! ;-)
you wanna know MORE?so check out, what Wikipediasays about your type......even more you'll find in Google
or do you prefer to
You are not completely happy with the result?!You chose BZ
Would you rather have chosen:
AZ (THREE)
CZ (ONE)
BX (NINE)
BY (FOUR)
Link: The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test
you chose BZ - your Enneagram type is FIVE.
"I need to understand the world"
Observers have a need for knowledge and are introverted, curious, analytical, and insightful.
How to Get Along with Me
Be independent, not clingy.
Speak in a straightforward and brief manner.
I need time alone to process my feelings and thoughts.
Remember that If I seem aloof, distant, or arrogant, it may be that I am feeling uncomfortable.
Make me feel welcome, but not too intensely, or I might doubt your sincerity.
If I become irritated when I have to repeat things, it may be because it was such an effort to get my thoughts out in the first place.
don't come on like a bulldozer.
Help me to avoid my pet peeves: big parties, other people's loud music, overdone emotions, and intrusions on my privacy.
What I Like About Being a Five
standing back and viewing life objectively
coming to a thorough understanding; perceiving causes and effects
my sense of integrity: doing what I think is right and not being influenced by social pressure
not being caught up in material possessions and status
being calm in a crisis
What's Hard About Being a Five
being slow to put my knowledge and insights out in the world
feeling bad when I act defensive or like a know-it-all
being pressured to be with people when I don't want to be
watching others with better social skills, but less intelligence or technical skill, do better professionally
Fives as Children Often
spend a lot of time alone reading, making collections, and so on
have a few special friends rather than many
are very bright and curious and do well in school
have independent minds and often question their parents and teachers
watch events from a detached point of view, gathering information
assume a poker face in order not to look afraid
are sensitive; avoid interpersonal conflict
feel intruded upon and controlled and/or ignored and neglected
Fives as Parents
are often kind, perceptive, and devoted
are sometimes authoritarian and demanding
may expect more intellectual achievement than is developmentally appropriate
may be intolerant of their children expressing strong emotions
Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele
The Enneagram Made Easy Discover the 9 Types of People HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages
You liked the test? so please don't forget to RATEit...but remember! it had only twoquestions!!! ;-)
you wanna know MORE?so check out, what Wikipediasays about your type......even more you'll find in Google
or do you prefer to
You are not completely happy with the result?!You chose BZ
Would you rather have chosen:
AZ (THREE)
CZ (ONE)
BX (NINE)
BY (FOUR)
Link: The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test
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april 8, 2007
i dont want to write mushy stuff like love
i dont want to write about my weaknesses
i dont want to sound too self absorbed and write too much about myself
i dont want to curse,condemn, criticize nor camplain about other people
i dont want to praise myself or others too much..except in jest..
i dont want to put anything not original too much.i want my own material,
i dont like putting lyrics or poems most of the time
so what should i put in my blog?
read it yourself
ps: i think i meant my other blog :p
i dont want to write mushy stuff like love
i dont want to write about my weaknesses
i dont want to sound too self absorbed and write too much about myself
i dont want to curse,condemn, criticize nor camplain about other people
i dont want to praise myself or others too much..except in jest..
i dont want to put anything not original too much.i want my own material,
i dont like putting lyrics or poems most of the time
so what should i put in my blog?
read it yourself
ps: i think i meant my other blog :p
Friday, May 4, 2007
mungkin
19 january- a time when writer's block made me write what i thought, but not really as beautifully as i had hoped . on my other blog it's drafted together with the previous post as "some things during the exams"
mungkin
mungkin lebih baik aku
membaca daripada menulis
berdiam mendengar daripada berkata
mencari daripada menyebarkan
menerima nasihat daripada memberi nasihat
tidur daripada melakukan perkara lain
menyendiri daripada berdakwah
berjenaka daripada serius
kerana
-kurangnya kemampuanku, ilmuku, lemahnya diri ini
-aku jadi takut dengan kehidupan dunia, kerana setiap kesalahan kita akan dikira, berapa kalikah aku membuat silap dalam sehari? sekecil2 terasa hati rakan2ku, kepada sebesar2 tidak puas hati rakanku juga, yang mungkin tidak memaafkanku...belum lagi kesalahan mata melihat yang tak elok, lidah yang berkata lebih dari berzikir, pemikiranku, etc etc, ya Allah ya tuhanku..
terang-terang disebut di dalam Al- Quran :-
"Maka sesiapa berbuat kebajikan seberat zarah, nescaya akan dilihatnya (dalam surat amalnya)!
Dan sesiapa berbuat kejahatan seberat zarah, nescaya akan dilihatnya (dalam surat amalnya)! " (al-zilzal 7-8)
-aku takut hatiku bertukar arah, memberi sesuatu bukan untuk akhirat, tetapi untuk dunia... mencari redha dan pujian manusia daripada keredhaan Allah
aku cuba menghayati ayat2 ini,
"Tetapi kamu memilih kehidupan dunia.Sedangkan akhirat itu lebih baik dan kekal" (al- a'la 17)
sungguhpun ada benar kata2 ini, ingatlah wahai diriku,
"Tuhanmu tidak meninggalkanmu dan Dia tidak benci ".(adh-dhuha 3) -- maka janganlah aku pula meninggalkan Tuhanku dan nauzubillah..
"Adapun nikmat Tuhanmu, maka hendaklah engkau sebut-sebutkan (dan zahirkan) sebagai bersyukur kepadaNya." - adh dhuha 11
"Iaitu, kamu beriman kepada Allah dan rasulNya, serta kamu berjuang membela dan menegakkan agama Allah dengan harta benda dan diri kamu; yang demikian itulah yang lebih baik bagi kamu, jika kamu hendak mengetahui (hakikat yang sebenarnya)." (as-shaff 11)
"Oleh itu berilah peringatan (kepada umat manusia dengan ajaran Al-Quran), kalau-kalau peringatan itu berguna (dan sudah tentu berguna).Kerana orang yang takut (melanggar perintah Allah) akan menerima peringatan itu. Tetapi orang yang malang akan menjauhkan diri daripadanya" ( al- a'la 9-11)
bila difikirkan balik, manfaat memberi lebih baik daripada tidak memberi, kerana kita tetap hidup di dunia ini, bersama ramai orang lain yang mungkin memerlukan nasihat dan pertolongan kita
- penghayatan aku terhadap ayat ini tidak lengkap
"Tetapi kamu memilih kehidupan dunia.Sedangkan akhirat itu lebih baik dan kekal" (al- a'la 17)
ada baiknya membaca, berdiam, mencari, menerima nasihat, tidur, menyendiri, dan berjenaka.tetapi amal ibadahku boleh ditambah. pasti boleh. tentu boleh. InsyaAllah. jika tidak, diamku akan jadi diam sahaja,tidurku hanya akan jadi tidur...bukankah itu sudah memilih dunia juga?
nasihatilah aku, ingatkanlah aku...
my solution (maybe a resolution?) : tawakal.. 'bagaikan berjalan di atas bara api'.. perlahan2 dan berhati2, insyaAllah. bak kata jimi housemateku "slow- slow" (byk dia guna perkataan ni,hehe).
*atas permintaan sahabat juga, elemen da'wah yang kelihatan mcm da'wah sikit. da'wah itu mcm2. i think living as a muslim is already da'wah on it's own. 'berjenaka' might turn out to be my way of da'wah!
seorang sahabat pernah menanyaku, adakah bermanfaat dia meminta keampunan Allah, sedangkan kesilapan itu diulanginya berulang kali.
wahai sahabatku, tahukah engkau mengapa kita membaca al-Quran sedangkan kita tidak memahaminya?
setiap perkara pasti ada permulaan,
mungkin kita tidak nampak apa manfaatnya sekarang, tapi hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui.
marilah kita terus berusaha,
insyaAllah satu hari nanti, akan makbul doa2 kami.
"Maka sesungguhnya tiap2 kesusahan disertai kemudahan.
sesungguhnya tiap2 kesusahan disertai kemudahan.kemudian apabila engkau telah selesai, maka bersungguh-sungguhlah engkau berusaha. Dan kepada Tuhanmu sahaja hendaklah engkau memohon (al- insyirah 5-8)"
mungkin
mungkin lebih baik aku
membaca daripada menulis
berdiam mendengar daripada berkata
mencari daripada menyebarkan
menerima nasihat daripada memberi nasihat
tidur daripada melakukan perkara lain
menyendiri daripada berdakwah
berjenaka daripada serius
kerana
-kurangnya kemampuanku, ilmuku, lemahnya diri ini
-aku jadi takut dengan kehidupan dunia, kerana setiap kesalahan kita akan dikira, berapa kalikah aku membuat silap dalam sehari? sekecil2 terasa hati rakan2ku, kepada sebesar2 tidak puas hati rakanku juga, yang mungkin tidak memaafkanku...belum lagi kesalahan mata melihat yang tak elok, lidah yang berkata lebih dari berzikir, pemikiranku, etc etc, ya Allah ya tuhanku..
terang-terang disebut di dalam Al- Quran :-
"Maka sesiapa berbuat kebajikan seberat zarah, nescaya akan dilihatnya (dalam surat amalnya)!
Dan sesiapa berbuat kejahatan seberat zarah, nescaya akan dilihatnya (dalam surat amalnya)! " (al-zilzal 7-8)
-aku takut hatiku bertukar arah, memberi sesuatu bukan untuk akhirat, tetapi untuk dunia... mencari redha dan pujian manusia daripada keredhaan Allah
aku cuba menghayati ayat2 ini,
"Tetapi kamu memilih kehidupan dunia.Sedangkan akhirat itu lebih baik dan kekal" (al- a'la 17)
sungguhpun ada benar kata2 ini, ingatlah wahai diriku,
"Tuhanmu tidak meninggalkanmu dan Dia tidak benci ".(adh-dhuha 3) -- maka janganlah aku pula meninggalkan Tuhanku dan nauzubillah..
"Adapun nikmat Tuhanmu, maka hendaklah engkau sebut-sebutkan (dan zahirkan) sebagai bersyukur kepadaNya." - adh dhuha 11
"Iaitu, kamu beriman kepada Allah dan rasulNya, serta kamu berjuang membela dan menegakkan agama Allah dengan harta benda dan diri kamu; yang demikian itulah yang lebih baik bagi kamu, jika kamu hendak mengetahui (hakikat yang sebenarnya)." (as-shaff 11)
"Oleh itu berilah peringatan (kepada umat manusia dengan ajaran Al-Quran), kalau-kalau peringatan itu berguna (dan sudah tentu berguna).Kerana orang yang takut (melanggar perintah Allah) akan menerima peringatan itu. Tetapi orang yang malang akan menjauhkan diri daripadanya" ( al- a'la 9-11)
bila difikirkan balik, manfaat memberi lebih baik daripada tidak memberi, kerana kita tetap hidup di dunia ini, bersama ramai orang lain yang mungkin memerlukan nasihat dan pertolongan kita
- penghayatan aku terhadap ayat ini tidak lengkap
"Tetapi kamu memilih kehidupan dunia.Sedangkan akhirat itu lebih baik dan kekal" (al- a'la 17)
ada baiknya membaca, berdiam, mencari, menerima nasihat, tidur, menyendiri, dan berjenaka.tetapi amal ibadahku boleh ditambah. pasti boleh. tentu boleh. InsyaAllah. jika tidak, diamku akan jadi diam sahaja,tidurku hanya akan jadi tidur...bukankah itu sudah memilih dunia juga?
nasihatilah aku, ingatkanlah aku...
my solution (maybe a resolution?) : tawakal.. 'bagaikan berjalan di atas bara api'.. perlahan2 dan berhati2, insyaAllah. bak kata jimi housemateku "slow- slow" (byk dia guna perkataan ni,hehe).
*atas permintaan sahabat juga, elemen da'wah yang kelihatan mcm da'wah sikit. da'wah itu mcm2. i think living as a muslim is already da'wah on it's own. 'berjenaka' might turn out to be my way of da'wah!
seorang sahabat pernah menanyaku, adakah bermanfaat dia meminta keampunan Allah, sedangkan kesilapan itu diulanginya berulang kali.
wahai sahabatku, tahukah engkau mengapa kita membaca al-Quran sedangkan kita tidak memahaminya?
setiap perkara pasti ada permulaan,
mungkin kita tidak nampak apa manfaatnya sekarang, tapi hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui.
marilah kita terus berusaha,
insyaAllah satu hari nanti, akan makbul doa2 kami.
"Maka sesungguhnya tiap2 kesusahan disertai kemudahan.
sesungguhnya tiap2 kesusahan disertai kemudahan.kemudian apabila engkau telah selesai, maka bersungguh-sungguhlah engkau berusaha. Dan kepada Tuhanmu sahaja hendaklah engkau memohon (al- insyirah 5-8)"
i dont listen to music
22 january - i made this entry intending to put it in my main blog. but later rejected the idea, later on made a somewhat similar entry there, and now i'm gonna post the original one here
i don listen to music
i dont follow what stars do
i dont listen well
i dont talk well
i dont mind missing out on anything
sometimes i dont like to communicate
i dont take criticism well
i dont take pressure well(trackback: insyaAllah now i am better at it, and will get better)
i dont take praises well
i'm afraid of hurting others' feelings, and mine too
i never liked making decisions that affect others alone
it's hard for me to make a decision
if i dont go all out, i dont come out at all..and mostly i dont
i'm no longer a competitor, i'm afraid i'm not good at sportsmanship, or taking care of those who dont
i generally remove myself from competition
i'm not up-to-date on most things people know of
i'm not as consistent as i like
when i'm down, usually there's nothing much that can be done
i dont support supporters well, i dont know what to do with them
i dont know what to do with peoplei have low self esteem at times, i lose confidence too
i have an ego that's very stubborn and hard to get rid of
i feel like i want attention subconsciously, but i really dont want attention
at 22, i still couldnt control my self fully..i cant do what's needed at the appopriate time
i can irritate others without even trying
i can hate, feel jealous, but i try to push them away the moment they come
i cant help feeling bad when bad things happen
i'm usually,was naturally indifferent to others. i dont have much sympathy for others, though i can empathise.though right now it's still much better than before(i was totally ignorant of others' feelings)
i just might be the most boring person i know..i dont have any interests nor an interesting character
i dont have anything i really actually want to buy.i tried wanting to buy...but it didnt happen
i might have only one serious interest: eating. others fluctuate. right now i'm trying to like some things..
i suffer depression too often
i dont like to talk..i usually make mistakes and i keep blabbering still
i dont follow rules or norms too well
i can follow some unnecessary stuff somehow
i have a stupid habit of following my moods too much
i might hate studying and running
i hate not getting what i want, i have to live with it though
i hate it when it's actually my fault
i hate having to react if it's someone else's fault
i'm not really interested in other people..usually i try really hard nowadays
i don listen to music
i dont follow what stars do
i dont listen well
i dont talk well
i dont mind missing out on anything
sometimes i dont like to communicate
i dont take criticism well
i dont take pressure well(trackback: insyaAllah now i am better at it, and will get better)
i dont take praises well
i'm afraid of hurting others' feelings, and mine too
i never liked making decisions that affect others alone
it's hard for me to make a decision
if i dont go all out, i dont come out at all..and mostly i dont
i'm no longer a competitor, i'm afraid i'm not good at sportsmanship, or taking care of those who dont
i generally remove myself from competition
i'm not up-to-date on most things people know of
i'm not as consistent as i like
when i'm down, usually there's nothing much that can be done
i dont support supporters well, i dont know what to do with them
i dont know what to do with peoplei have low self esteem at times, i lose confidence too
i have an ego that's very stubborn and hard to get rid of
i feel like i want attention subconsciously, but i really dont want attention
at 22, i still couldnt control my self fully..i cant do what's needed at the appopriate time
i can irritate others without even trying
i can hate, feel jealous, but i try to push them away the moment they come
i cant help feeling bad when bad things happen
i'm usually,was naturally indifferent to others. i dont have much sympathy for others, though i can empathise.though right now it's still much better than before(i was totally ignorant of others' feelings)
i just might be the most boring person i know..i dont have any interests nor an interesting character
i dont have anything i really actually want to buy.i tried wanting to buy...but it didnt happen
i might have only one serious interest: eating. others fluctuate. right now i'm trying to like some things..
i suffer depression too often
i dont like to talk..i usually make mistakes and i keep blabbering still
i dont follow rules or norms too well
i can follow some unnecessary stuff somehow
i have a stupid habit of following my moods too much
i might hate studying and running
i hate not getting what i want, i have to live with it though
i hate it when it's actually my fault
i hate having to react if it's someone else's fault
i'm not really interested in other people..usually i try really hard nowadays
Apabila
apabila
Message: Apabila hendak berbuat sesuatu(Bismillah)
Apabila memuji Allah(Subhanallah)
Apabila mengalami kesusahan(Ya' Allah)
Apabila memuji seseorang sesuatu(Masya' Allah)
Apabila mengucapkan terimakasih(Jazakallah)
Apabila bangun tidur(La' Illaha Illallah)
Apabila bersin(Al hamdu Lillah)
Apabila orang lain bersin(Yarhamukallah)
Apabila Insaf/memohon ampun(Astagh-Firullah)
Apabila mengangkat sumpah(Wallohiwabillahi)
Apabila menderma(Fi-Sabi Lillahi)
Apabila menyintai seseorangLihubbillah)
Apabila meminta diri(Fi' Amanillah)
Apabila mengalami masalah(Tawakkaltu ' alallah)
Apabila tertunainya sesuatu yang dihajati(Fatabarokallah)
Apabila memohon doa(Amin)
Apabila berkahwin(Amantu billah)
Apabila mendengar berita kematian(InnalillahiWa inna-ilahi rajiun)
i like this message, and i kept looking back at it at one time, to remember what they mean and are usually used, so i'd like to share this..insyaAllah may u be blessed and may these words be useful to you
i'm in a somewhat melancholy mood right now. it's depressing for me on a day like this, a den otlichniki when people bright,hardworking and lucky enough get their acknowledgement and are celebrated.. while i stay here.
it gets more depressing when you've just returned from a long expedition with only dissappointmentment and too many unfinished business in your place, and you kept wondering wheter you've wasted a few years just for some stupid principles, which are not stupid at all,unless you think of it in a different negative way, and you're stupid enough to let yourself think that way.
and somehow, i felt something different going there and back,i hope it's not what i think. i guess i've come in contact with too many girls or something, and plus that eerie weak feeling in me whenever i feel inferior, when i should be fighting.
Message: Apabila hendak berbuat sesuatu(Bismillah)
Apabila memuji Allah(Subhanallah)
Apabila mengalami kesusahan(Ya' Allah)
Apabila memuji seseorang sesuatu(Masya' Allah)
Apabila mengucapkan terimakasih(Jazakallah)
Apabila bangun tidur(La' Illaha Illallah)
Apabila bersin(Al hamdu Lillah)
Apabila orang lain bersin(Yarhamukallah)
Apabila Insaf/memohon ampun(Astagh-Firullah)
Apabila mengangkat sumpah(Wallohiwabillahi)
Apabila menderma(Fi-Sabi Lillahi)
Apabila menyintai seseorangLihubbillah)
Apabila meminta diri(Fi' Amanillah)
Apabila mengalami masalah(Tawakkaltu ' alallah)
Apabila tertunainya sesuatu yang dihajati(Fatabarokallah)
Apabila memohon doa(Amin)
Apabila berkahwin(Amantu billah)
Apabila mendengar berita kematian(InnalillahiWa inna-ilahi rajiun)
i like this message, and i kept looking back at it at one time, to remember what they mean and are usually used, so i'd like to share this..insyaAllah may u be blessed and may these words be useful to you
i'm in a somewhat melancholy mood right now. it's depressing for me on a day like this, a den otlichniki when people bright,hardworking and lucky enough get their acknowledgement and are celebrated.. while i stay here.
it gets more depressing when you've just returned from a long expedition with only dissappointmentment and too many unfinished business in your place, and you kept wondering wheter you've wasted a few years just for some stupid principles, which are not stupid at all,unless you think of it in a different negative way, and you're stupid enough to let yourself think that way.
and somehow, i felt something different going there and back,i hope it's not what i think. i guess i've come in contact with too many girls or something, and plus that eerie weak feeling in me whenever i feel inferior, when i should be fighting.
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